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Long time, no see

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 12, 2009, 11:51 AM
So, I've been in a gigantic art block, lurker mode for quite awhile. I drew some shitty stuff, but nothing I wanted to upload. Broke the art block with the latest upload. I do really plan to make more art, and up the quality from my old shit. Especially when it comes to anatomy.

School is going pretty well. I'm getting pretty good grades, and I've finally settled on a major. I'm gonna be a cop, which should be interesting.

I've gotten some really great commissions in the last year that I think deserve some attention. Check em out:
[link] by Technicolor Pie
[link] NSFW by Spazzy Koneko
[link] NSFW by Wielder

I wish I had more money to through around, but I have some wicked car repairs to make.

Anyway, this is all.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Stone Temple Pilots-Big Empty
  • Reading: Don't Sleep, There Are Snakes
  • Eating: Cheez-its, fool
  • Drinking: Pepsi One

Bored and sick

Mon Jul 6, 2009, 7:29 PM
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: John Cale-Hallelujah
  • Reading: Red Dragon
  • Eating: water
IPOD/MP3 PLAYER GAME

1. Put your music player on shuffle (ALL MUSIC).
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the game from.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OK" YOU SAY:
Jimmy Eat World-A Praise Chorus
Fitting, I guess?

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Nine Inch Nails-Right Where It Belongs
Well, that's depressing.


3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Beyonce-Halo
AWWWW



4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Our Lady Peace-Somewhere Out There
I miss Rob? :P


5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Snow Patrol-Chasing Cars
Hmmm.



6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Red Hot Chili Peppers-Under The Bridge



7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Tom Tom Club-Genius of Love
HAHA, NO.


8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Missy Elliot-Work It
I'm not a nympho... anymore...


9. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
MIA-Fly Like Paper Get High Like Planes


10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Pearl Jam-Black
Not really.


11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dashboard Confessional-Vindicated
I guess...


12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Marilyn Manson-The Beautiful People
There are lines of this song that apply to my life, but not the beautiful part ;P


13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Pink Floyd-Money
I want money, yes.


14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Pearl Jam-Alive
The title is fitting, yes, but the song lyrics are not.


15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
After the Fire-Der Kommissar
Wut?



16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dead or Alive-You Spin Me Right Round
HAHA WEDDING SINGER
Also, I hate this song, why is it on my ipod?

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
White Zombie-More Human Than Human
Hell yeah, that would be awesome!

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
50 Cent-In Da Club
Uh, no.


19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Pink Floyd-Young Lust
Lol, yes.



20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
88 Keys ft. Kanye West-Stay Up! (Viagra)
Oh, how sad lolololol


21. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Rockwell-Somebody's Watching Me
Holy shit, that's scary.

22. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
XTC-Dear God
Good song, but my Christian family would have a cow.


23. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Straylight Run-Existentialism on Prom Night
I do regret some things that happen on Prom night :(

24. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Twisted Sister-We're Not Gonna Take It
The music video does


25. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Cypress Hill-Insane in the Brain
Totally


26. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Nine Inch Nails-Hurt
Yeah, sounds about right

27. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Ciara ft. Justin Timberlake-Love and Sex and Magic
Okay, sure


28. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Jay-Z-99 Problems



29. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Pink Floyd-Comfortably Numb
I wish :(

30. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
The Stray Cats-Stray Cat Strut


Lol, everyone has already done this old thing.

Tagged lol

Thu Jul 2, 2009, 5:11 AM
  • Mood: Grumpy
  • Listening to: Pearl Jam-Alive
  • Reading: V for Vendetta
  • Eating: Chocolate muffins
Rules :
1 ) Post these rules.
2 ) Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves.
3 ) At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal.
4 ) Then go back to their page with a comment saying you tagged them.
5 ) No tag backs !

Okay, here we go !

1 ) I hate the phone. Absolutely hate it. If I can avoid talking on it, I will.

2 ) I have a tattoo and I want moar.

3 ) I'm a lurker, for the most part (irl and online, lol). I don't say anything most of the time, unless I believe the receiver of my conversation will deem it important.

4 ) I have a miniature pincher and two cats.

5 ) I'm a furry, but I generally hate a lot of other furries. I hate the murrpurr shit and furries that think they should be accepted into normal society when they act like idiots in public.

6 ) I generally have a hard time trusting others and I'm almost positive that I'm passive aggressive.

7 ) I hate my job but I can't find anything better.

8 ) I should be getting ready for work right now... :3

I tag anyone that wants to do this, because I'm a lazy fucker.

Heart ripped out

Mon May 11, 2009, 4:38 PM
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Silent Hill 4- Room of Angel
  • Reading: Aftermath Inc
Today I had to put my 13 year old cat to sleep. He had been deteriorating for the last two weeks. We took him into the vet and they found two huge tumors on his stomach. Even if we had the money to treat him, there would be no way to stop the cancer. This is the third pet I've put down. The second I've been present for. You never know how it feels until you are sitting there, watching the life fall out of the animal you've had for over half your life.

We just had to get rid of my dog because of moving into an apartment (we're pretty sure the rescue just euthanized him). I also had to get rid of my rabbit. We went from 5 animals to 2 in less than three months.

My poor mother is a wreck. That cat was like a child to her. Poor Rob is also pretty ripped up too. I'm so thankful he was there when it happened. Tubby loved him so much.

*sigh* It really feels like your heart is being ripped from your chest.

99 Problems

Wed Mar 25, 2009, 5:12 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Pink Floyd-Young Lust
  • Reading: Christine
  • Watching: Pink Floyd's The Wall
  • Drinking: Lemonaide
Bleeegh, life has just gotten so crazy. I don't like writing depressing journals because I know it be annoying to other people, I just gotta vent a little.

So last November my dad got laid off from JCPenny's, where he had been working since I've been born. He hasn't been able to get work since then cuz he doesn't have a college education. We're also having to break our lease because we can't afford the house we're in now, and the landlords are busting our balls. Now my mom's pay has been cut by 5%, and our credit is about to be decimated. This means my family moving into an apartment (5 people on a good day). It also means I have to get rid of my beloved rabbit, Zed. He really is my baby, and I'm almost in tears thinking I won't see him ever again. I know that seems trivial, but I got him in the middle of my parents' divorce, and I'm really attached to him.

Now it's a question of being able to afford the things I'd like to do. Is prom possible? My senior vacation? College? *sighs*

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